Parannoyed ([info]juanabee) wrote,
@ 2005-02-21 22:27:00
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Hunter's gone...
So Hunter S. Thompson killed himself yesterday. He put a large caliber bullet through his temple while his wife was away at the grocery store. It was some time in the morning at his remote compound in the Rocky Mountains near Aspen, Colorado.

This, for complete lack of a more succinct word, sucks.

But of course, as some of his local cronies from the Woody Creek Tavern would have you believe, Hunter's never been the kind of cat who would pass gently into that dark night. No, he would go VIOLENTLY, or not at all. And maybe in that manic, mixed-up, grain alcohol soaked mind of his, he finally surrendered to the fact that he just might not die during one of his self-destructive (not to mention hotel room destructive) adventures. In fact, his adventuring days were over, and long ago at that. He’d settled into a wealthy hermitage there in the mountains, only rarely appearing in public and never for any extended stay. He was safe at home. With his guns.I’ve a hunch that things finally crystallized in his mind regarding his largely dreary future. His failing health. Wheelchairs. IV’s. weakness and waste and slow, undignified, death. Perhaps he remembered Johnny Cash. Or maybe Bob Hope, although I’m almost sure he loathed the man. Perhaps he looked back on his long, weird, and fully-seized life and thought, “Why should I die any differently than I lived?’

And I, as much as I love the man and the work he did, cannot find much fault in that reasoning.



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kidwhatever
2005-02-22 11:16 am UTC (link)
I was wondering how long it would take you to post about this. I'm sorry for your loss. :(

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[info]gfrancie
2005-02-22 05:05 pm UTC (link)
I find such reasoning selfish in many respects.
Humanity is never dignified. from the start it is raw, improvised, and humbling.

To be human is to live without dignity a good portion of the time.
Death, dying and everything about living is never truly dignified. It just is. The most you can do is have a sense of humour about it.

Dignity is such a wasted word.

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[info]juanabee
2005-02-22 10:29 pm UTC (link)
Which is why I wish he'd done something a little more grand. Say, maybe follow up on the plan he had written about in 1977. A high-dive through the plate glass window of his publishers 23rd floor office in New York, straight down into the fountain in front of the building. That'd be hard to follow. But even harder to orchestrate.

I do feel sorry for his wife and son. But then you have to realize the choice they had: Do you want years of stress and worry as he slowly dies, or would you like the grief served all at once in a big steaming pile?

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[info]gfrancie
2005-02-23 06:11 pm UTC (link)
Maybe it isn't stress to them.
I have gone through this kind of thing (someone slowly dying) and it is stressful but life is stressful. It sure as hell ain't for the weak.
You just deal and have some patience. You have to have a serious sense of humour about these things.

I remember when my Grandpa was dying in the hospital (his liver was crapping out...all those cocktails were coming back to haunt him) and one of my relatives made the joke to him, "I bet you could use a drink right now Tommy." and everyone just cracked up. It was all so wrong and yet so funny.

I think it would have been cooler if Thompson had out-lived everyone out of spite and was still shooting at people when he was 97.

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Very sad loss
[info]stratedwn2you
2005-02-23 05:14 am UTC (link)
I like youre perspective on this, I really do.

I'm not the one to say "oh, suicide is such a selfish act!!" but I do wonder why, how?!

He was a very talented man, imo.

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